I am new to this thing but nothing has happened…

So over a week ago I went to the Buck game in Milwaukee, WI for a friend’s pseudo  birthday party. We took a school bus and only had to pay $20. We all got drunk on the way there. I noticed this guy sitting kind of across from me but I couldn’t remember his name much. While I was talking to these people behind me he kept staring at me. He could have talked to me. We got to the Bradley Center and got to our seats and had fun watching the game. A drunk group is the best group. At a point of time me and this girl wanted to go and walk around so we had the guy that was staring at me watch them. While sitting behind him I noticed how veiny his arms and hands were. I think that is just so attractive. Then I seen his eyes and just died. By this time I knew his name. Andrew 🙂 After the game we got on the bus and didn’t even take a bathroom break. We dance and laughed and had a great time. Andrew knew like all the music I was playing. We all calmed down and sat down. This guy started give this girl that was laying down a back massage and Andrew was like I want a one. So being me I offered one. I first was doing it through all his layers and then I put my hands up his shirts and I was massaging his back. I did it for a while then we just sat touching knees. I wanted to kiss him soo bad but I was too nervous. So for the last 30-45 min of the ride I thought about it but didn’t do anything. If you know me I am like the least nervous person. I just do what I want and I couldn’t do it. I was even drunk and my nervousness stopped me. So then I asked him for his number. I got it and when we got back home I texted him and told him how cute I thought he was. He said thanks but that he wasn’t looking for a relationship. I said I am scared of commitment. Then he texted me back like we could be friends with benefits. I said fine when I woke up the next morning. We didn’t talk much after that. the next Thursday comes around and by this time I have the thing that girls every month. I woke up that morning like all I want to do is cuddle. Funny thing after I was done with work and doing stuff with my roomie Andrew texts me. I was like all he wants is the cat. Too bad I can’t give it to him. So I asked if we could cuddle he said I can make the rules. I died after that.  I got back to my room, got nervous because he opened the can. Then he came and got me. We got to his place and went and layed down. I told him like everything. No filter. I wanted to get to know him and I wanted him to get to know me. He smelled great! We were laying there then I asked him what he thought of me when he first say me. He flipped it and asked me I said “why is this guy that keeps staring at me, I won’t bite he can talk to us.” I told him that after I gave him the back massage I wanted to kiss him so bad but I was nervous. He asked so I make you nervous. I said yes then we started kissing. We kissed for a long time. I loved but hated it because I just wanted to have a nice sex session. Fuck being a girl. At a point of time he was laying between my legs. It was torture but I liked it. He kept grabbing my breasts. They were soo tender that it was turning me the fuck on. Then he was kissing my chest. I wanted to fade into ecstasy but I couldn’t. I asked if he shaved or if he was a bushman so I just checked then I went a little further. He is thick “types while biting lip” Then later that night I told him that sometimes I cannot gauge my suction in my mouth sometimes. He said “I wouldn’t know.” He shouldn’t have said that because I love suckin dick and he got to take a test drive……In my mouth lol I did it until I heard him moan a couple of times.  He is that kind of guy that doesn’t like you kissing after that. So at that time all I had on was my yoga capris and a shirt. Tanks and bra were on the ground. He held my boob while we slept. I loved every moment of the cuddle and make-out session. He is my new FWB but its on his terms. I will tell you about out sex after it happens.

Let’s talk about sex…..go salt’n’peppa

I found out what sex was when I was a young child. Like maybe 1st grade or 2nd grade. I was a tall child and my dad had magazines on this tall shelf in his closet and I always was interested in finding out what they were. I did and brought my little sister along for the ride. When my dad found out we were stealing them he thought we were quote on quote “gay” or we liked girls. We looked at them because the guys penises. I didn’t understand what cum was for a while because we would see that word a lot. Eventually we found out. Can’t remember when I did. It’s funny I think 2nd grade was when I seen my first porn. It was on VHS and it was called Stick It In. Yet again it was me and my little sister watching this. We hid it on the side of my bunk bed for as long as we could . Then my parents found out. She and I used to get into so much trouble. I was so interested in sex in that form that I would stay up late at night watch what was on HBO at night. The only thing about those adult films is that they never really showed the men’s penis. The woman was always over glorified. I would sit in the hallway while my mom was watching Real Sex on HBO at night. My mom and my older sisters would always talk about sex. If you haven’t got the hint I grew up in a very open and casual family. We could talk to each other about any and everything. My mom had enough experience, she always gave good opinions on everything. Even if I didn’t want to hear it she would anyways. As time passed and I got more internet savvy, I was online one night looking at porn with my little sister at this time we had been on every free site we could get our hands on. By now we were teenagers and knew pretty much everything about everything pertaining to sex. We just typed in YouPorn.com to see if it existed and the mother load of free porn came up. We had hit the treasure. To this day I still look on there every once in a while. This turned more into a post about how much I enjoy watching pornography. Too late to go back now. Tumblr is probably the next best thing for a person that likes watching sex. That place is so free and open. I love it. Pictures, Moving pictures (gifs) and videos. You cannot go wrong. I just want to say watch porn at least once in your life. It is very interesting and broad. Enjoy!